I'm Hired!!

It was 3 p.m, Wed when the HR Manager phoned me to inform that I was THE successful candidate for the interview that I went to 3 weeks ago..

Yahoo!! I made it, with not-so-many effort from me I guess. Haha..

When I was called up for the 1st interview, I was in state of shock. Firstly, I'm not ready to be interviewed cuz I felt so fuckin ugly..like really lame, dumb is more the appropriate word. I'm totally lost, the moment I get myself dressed up. Looking for cloths for the good impression is way harder than most of other things I can do. Rumbling around the room with tonnes of blouses, knee-length skirt (cuz I don't wanna appear flashy..hehehe) ..I decided to go conservative. Black sleeve with cream tube, arse-huggin skirt and my new heel..Ceh! I got heel..tak sangka pulak. Well, I'd actually keep it 'unwearable' for normal occasion. Strictly for something like this one. Importante! I was not worry about HOW the heck I m goin to answer the Qs, manI worried 'bout how I look. Well, I did read some Project Mgmt for Construction & Engineering notes beforehand..hhehehe..just to be safe la..

Soon as I reach there, I was way too early. Appointment was set on 2.30, but I'm there at one. Duh.. Luckily my brother' s there. So he "kawan" me to the canteen to get filled up and to talk about my interview.

Meeting the managers was a hell new experience for me. Talking to the big shots for projects and plants really sucked the confidence outta me. I was taken aback as I saw the four guys from different depts, key persons. Walaway..this is nerve-wreckin man!!

But yeah..I managed to cover my "scared face". And I kept on telling myself that this is just an interview, 'sesi memperkenalkan diri' and I'm here to 'promote & sale' myself. To show them I AM fit for the job. And I made it, finallyyyy*buat muka bangga*. After the 3 weeks penantian suatu penyeksaan this..hehehe.

Lain cerita..Somebody had underestimated me..baru2 ni. Let name 'em Ally and AJ. The two biggest suckers of all mother of gossips. I tell you, punyala me heart pain when I heard that they'd been talkin at my back. Mengumpatla.. Firstly, when they knew about my resignation and decision to get back here. They talked all BSs, busy-bodyily discussing about me, to my mom, like I can't take care of my ownself. Telling others that I'd been a bitch when I'm away in KK. Oh purlease la..get a life my dear..you know what I talkin about, rite?

Don't act tough like shit in front of me like I'm so kind of a loser. Youuuuu..have to look to YOURSELF. Like..get a job for Crysz sake. A real job. 9-5.

For cryin out loud..you're 25 years old and yet u still terkapai2 jobless.

I'm happy right now. I'm proud to be me. Perseverance. I learnt from the hard way, my dearest Ally and AJ.

Truth is..

People are strange, y'kno. I wonder what he thinks when he lied to me, playing tricks behind my back. F%#$ other chicks..Wah..
I recon that he loves to be hurt. He mentioned her over and over again along our conversation. Telling how he was badly
- treated by his ex. Like whattafark kan.
I concluded this is as what they call the 'transitional period' and I m... just one of his transitional girl. The kind who he needs to get over her, of all hatred and to fill in the emotional void.
I been trying to keeping up with him all this while. Tapi rupanya..what malay said..Ku sangka panas sampai ke petang..rupanya hujan pula di afternoon..Hahaha
I guess we weren't meant to be. Even if I think we did. Eventually, all of the things that we'd spent together were just a notion, mental images of make beliefs. So that I can trust him with all my body and soul..kononla.

I'm doin supercool here mister.

I'd burn all the things that could possibly remind me of you. Burn baby burn~~

If my friends asked me about you, I'll say..*** Who? Who the fark is he?